We'll be brothers again in our next life!!
Why does my marriage always end in failure?
For 20 years, I have suffered living without you every day.
If one day, we can no longer find each other,
then let's come here to meet.
He hides his emotions. When he works, he is very organized.
My first impression was not wrong.
Song Jie has pushed me to the very edge.
We can't be together in this life, but I will look forward to the next life.
I hope that we will really last forever.
I know in this lifetime you have only Zhang Hao Tian in your heart.
I don't love you. That's the only reason.
I have always hoped that I could hold you like this one day.
Timing and Subtitles by The Ladder Of Love Team@Viki
The Ladder of Love
Episode 42
Sister.
Sister! Sister, what's wrong?
Why are you so careless?
Sister, why did you cry?
Nothing. I'm just a bit tired.
I'll help you up.
Why were you so careless?
Qiu Yan. Qiu Yan.
Will you blame sister for not letting you live in peace for a day in your life?
Sister, why did you ask this all of a sudden?
Without you, I wouldn't be where I am today.
I can't wait to thank you, why would I blame you?
Chen Qiu Yan, you know how to be grateful?
I only nurtured you because of your sister.
Brother-in-law.
I have something to discuss with your sister. Go in first.
I have nothing to talk to you about.
Li Na, you're living outside alone. Such hard work, you must have suffered.
Just say it straightforwardly if you have something to say.
Li Na, it was my fault about what happened with Luo Shan.
You've contributed so much for this family and for me.
I came here to apologise to you sincerely.
If...if you're willing to come home,
to help her make somethings to nurture her body and the baby,
this would be a bit of kindness for the Chu family.
I've already given in so much, is this not enough?
You're still asking me to go back to be a servant waiting on her,
do I need to suffer like that?
I know, I know this request is very difficult and unkind to you.
But I have no other choice either.
This Luo Shan keeps bothering me everyday,
I really don't know how else to combat her.
Zhou Yang is back.
About me giving birth to Qiu Yan without getting married to Zhou Yang,
Zhen Hua still doesn't know about it now.
All in all, I actually owe him quite a lot.
Alright, what about it, Li Na?
Seeing as how many years we've been married,
could you help me once again, please?
Perhaps, it's time to return this debt to Zhen Hua.
Li Na, I really need you to come back.
Alright. I'll go convince her.
Li Na, thank you.
Le Mei.
Le Mei, I'll send you home.
I have something to talk to you about.
Let's go.
Le Mei!
You can't go with him, come back with me.
Yao Hui! Let go of me.
I won't go with you.
He has already beaten you once, he will hit you a second time.
You can't stick to your old bad habits, letting him do as he wish to you.
I know what I am doing.
Le Mei, wait for me by the side. Be good.
Le Mei!
Chu Yao Hui, for me to be able to reconcile with Le Mei,
I really need to thank you. If you didn't tell Chu Zhen Hua to isolate me,
I wouldn't have so much time to chase Le Mei back.
Lu Feng, if you really love Le Mei,
then you should leave her.
What kind of logic is that?
Then if you love Le Mei that much, why don't you leave her alone?
You must not have understood the current situation.
It's not that I'm not willing to leave Le Mei,
it's Le Mei who can't leave me.
You keep threatening her to be with you,
don't think I don't know.
I'm telling you, Lu Feng,
I will protect Le Mei, regardless of everything.
I know, you have a good family background,
good education, high status and high income.
Everything of yours is outstanding.
But sorry, Le Mei only loves me alone.
Don't say I'm threatening her, even if I beat her everyday, she won't leave me.
That trick, you won't be able to learn it in this whole lifetime.
Hit me, come.
I'm telling you, Chu Yao Hui, if you dare touch me today,
I will double it for Le Mei. Come.
Chu Yao Hui, you're Chu Zhen Hua's son.
Whether you attack me in any way in business,
I have no choice, I admit it.
But sorry, in the aspect of feelings,
Le Mei will forever be mine in this lifetime.
You will never get her.
Lu Feng, don't get too arrogant too soon.
There will be one day when I let Le Mei see your true side.
Really? About that, you don't need to worry about.
You just need to wait for good news from me and Le Mei.
Coming.
Brother.
- Why are you with him now? - I...
Hao Tian, don't blame Le Mei. If you want to blame, blame me.
Lu Feng, don't say any more.
I don't allow you being together with Le Mei. Get out right now.
Ming Shan, calm down!
- Don't stop me! I...! - Don't be like this! Don't be like this!
I must beat this monster to death!
I need to get justice for Le Mei!
Lu Feng, are you still a person?
- Dad. - I'm telling you, for so many years,
I've never touched Le Mei,
what rights do you have to hit her like this?!
- You...! I...! - Enough!
What are you doing?! Let go of his hand!
Uncle, Auntie.
I know I am in the wrong.
I know in the past,
I've done a lot of hurtful things to you.
But do you know?
It's because I love Le Mei too much,
I'm too afraid of losing her so I can't control myself.
If hitting me today could help loosen your anger and forgive me,
- then hit as much as you want. - Okay.
- Lu Feng. - Come here!
I will beat you today, you monster!
Dad! Dad! Dad!
- Le Mei! Le Mei! - Dad, don't heat Lu Feng anymore.
Don't hit Lu Feng anymore!
Le Mei, what are you doing right now?
Stand up! Get up!
Le Mei, the current Lu Feng is not worth you treating him like this.
Can you be a bit more awake?
Le Mei, don't mind me.
I dare came back with you today
is because I've made my preparations to accept my punishment.
Just let Uncle hit me, until he's satisfied.
Otherwise, they won't agree to our marriage.
What? What did you say?!
I'm telling you, Le Mei will never marry you!
That's right. We would rather raise Le Mei for the rest of our lives,
- than let her marry you, you monster! - Le Mei!
Get up!
Le Mei! Can't you be a bit more clearheaded?
Lu Feng is entirely inhumane right now. If you get married to him, he will hurt you!
Brother, but Lu Feng and I are truly in love.
I believe he will change for me.
Could you give him another chance?
I'm begging you. I'm begging you!
Uncle, Auntie.
I know I've done a lot, a lot of apologetic things to you.
But I came today to repent to you.
As long as you're willing to let Le Mei marry me, I'm willing to do anything you say.
I would even be willing to give you all of the wealth and property under my name!
Shut up! What kind of people do you think we are?
Do you think we would sell our daughter? Do you think we're like you,
only living for money?!
Lu Feng, stop trying to inflict injury on yourself to deceive us.
Nobody will sympathise with you even if you say that!
There's no need for you to say anything now. Get out!
I won't! I came here today
to beg you to let Le Mei marry me.
If you're not willing, I will keep kneeling here.
I cam even put my head to the floor, until you agree!
Lu Feng!
Dad, Mum, I'm begging you,
please agree to us, please?
Agree to us, I'm begging you.
- Le Mei, Le Mei. Get up, child! - Let me go!
If you won't agree to us,
then we will keep kneeling here.
Le Mei, you're breaking your dad and mum's hearts. Le Mei!
- Le Mei, what are you doing? You silly child. - Le Mei,
you hurry and get up now.
Hurry and get up! Be a bit more clearheaded!
Lu Feng.
Stop being so fake and pretentious!
- Hurry and get out of here! Get out! - Brother!
- Hao Tian! Hao Tian! - Get out!
- Le Mei! Le Mei! - Brother! - Get out!
Hao Tian! Le Mei!
Dad, Mum. I love Lu Feng truly.
I believe he would change for me.
Even if you could stop me, you could never stop my heart from loving Lu Feng!
- Le Mei! - Le Mei!
- It's fine. - Thank you, doctor.
Doctor, my report has been released.
Take a look. There's nothing wrong, right?
Miss Chen, the report shows that you have acute leukaemia.
What?
Acute......leukaemia?
Miss Chen, don't stress just yet.
This is only the initial report,
it can only be certain after further bone examination.
Okay. Thank you, doctor.
Welcome.
♫How many promises of love♫
♫Leaves just the outline♫
♫Just like the beautiful night sky♫
♫The fireworks after it has flared♫
♫Apart from the loneliness before my eyes♫
♫What else do I have left?♫
♫I picked up my heart again♫
♫And put a lock on love♫
♫The heart is fragile♫
It can't be. It can't be.
Hao Tian and I just got engaged.
We still planned to go on a honeymoon trip.
Our happiness was just about to begin.
I don't want to do the examination. I don't want to, I don't want to!
♫Once crid and once hated♫
♫Oh, the tears are swallowed by the rain drops♫
♫Who can I tell my sorrows to?♫
♫I am released after I wake from the dream♫
♫I, who have loved you♫
♫Once cried and once hated♫
It can't be...
It's impossible for everything unfortunate to happen to me.
I need to be confident. It can't be.
Nothing will happen to me. Nothing will happen to me.
♫I, who have loved you♫
♫Once cried and once hated♫
Sister, Brother-in-law. I've already contacted the America department,
there'e entirely no problem.
Don't worry. Le Me will be with me,
nothing will happen.
I'm worried that after Le Mei goes to America,
she would be foreign to everything and she won't have a common language.
I'm afraid she won't get used to it.
I think, let's not rush to make a decision.
Let's think about it further, to see if there's a better option.
Waiting further?
If we continue waiting, Le Mei will run off with that brat, Lu Feng.
But America is so far, without my daughter by my side,
how could I possibly be assured?
Far is good. He won't be able to find her if she's far.
Le Mei has become entirely hypnotised by that kid.
To say it simply, she's completely hypnotised.
Even I'm feeling pained.
Sister, would you believe it? If you keep her by your side,
within three days, Le Mei will go to him on her own.
Won't that be all for nothing?
Sister, send this child to America.
- The worse is height but it's safe. - I...
If you keep it by your side, she might get kidnapped by Lu Feng.
By then, we can't say for sure what would happen.
Alright. Then let her go.
Let her suffer a bit and roughen up outside,
that would teach her to be cautious of others.
Brother-in-law is right.
Moreover, I'm there too if she's going to America.
You don't need to worry.
Lu Feng?
Le Mei, I miss you so much right now.
I bought a gift for you. Let's meet at the restaurants later, alright?
I can't, Lu Feng.
My family are watching my closely.
You really can't?
I really can't.
I originally wanted to say, we've been in a relationship for so long,
we could get married soon.
After we get married, we could eat dinner together,
watch TV together, take walks together.
But looking at the current situation,
it seems I can't give you days like that.
Lu Feng, did something happen?
Why did you say that suddenly?
It's work-related, don't mind it.
I only want to tell you,
I might not be able to give you that kind of live.
I can't make you happy.
That's all.
Hello?
Pick up.
- Le Mei? - Lu Feng?
You don't need to mind this, I will take care of it myself.
Lu Feng, don't hang up the phone just yet.
Tell me, what really happened?
It's the Tian Cheng Corporation that we took over recently, I'm about to die because of them.
A few days ago, Chu Zhen Hua used my personal account
to make quite a few cheques.
If I don't raise the money today,
then all of those debts will be on me.
How could it be so serious?
Never mind. I just want to tell you,
I have no way to let you live a happy life.
So, perhaps we should separate, it's for your own good.
Don't say just yet. There must be a solution.
There's no solution.Right now, the only one with the money and could help me
is the Song family only. But I have such a deep hatred with the Song family,
how could they possibly help me?
Could there nobody else who could help?
There is, but that person won't ever help me.
Who is it?
Chu Yao Hui.
If I go to him for help?
No!
Le Mei, although I know
if you ask Chu Yao Hui for help, he will definitely help you.
But don't forget,
you're my woman. If you go asking for him like this, he would definitely look down on us.
Lu Feng, but if Yao Hui helps,
that's also helping his father.
Why won't Chu Zhen Hua ask him himself?
Because Chu Yao Hui doesn't acknowledge Chu Zhen Hua as his father.
Moreover, I am now Long Wei's Manager.
The cheques are on my account,
Chu Zhen Hua doesn't even need to be worried about it.
Enough, let's not talk about this.
If I ask you to beg Chu Yao Hui,
I would rather be broke and commit suicide.
Lu Feng, don't speak like that.
You need to believe me, there really is nothing between me and Chu Yao Hui.
If you believe me, I'll go ask him for help.
Of course I believe in you.
Also, we're about to get married, right?
Yes.
Then I will go to him now.
Le Mei, where are you going?
You dad and mum and brother asked me
to keep a tight look on you.
Aunt, don't worry. I'm not going to Lu Feng's,
I am going to Chu Yao Hui.
Chu Yao Hui?
The mister who is living in the hotel?
Yes, yes. I am going.
Le Mei! Why are you running so fast?
Actually, I also want to see that Mr Kai Wen.
Le Mei.
I didn't think you would ask me out so suddenly.
Have you eaten? There's a good restaurant nearby.
No need, I'm not hungry.
Then let's go drink coffee, how about that?
No need, thank you.
You asked me to come so hurriedly, did something happen?
Yao Hui, could you lend me thirty million?
Thirty million?
Why do you need so much money in an instant?
I know, this request is really brusque.
But this is a lifeline money, you must please help me.
- Lifeline money? Whose life needs saving? - I...
I understand.
To Chu Zhen Hua, Tian Cheng is a funding blackhole,
he keeps complaining all day.
- Did Lu Feng ask you to come ask for money? - No! No.
It's my own issue.
But it's really an emergency.
I'm really sorry, I can't tell you the reason.
But seeing as we're still friends,
please help me this favour, please?
Le Mei, it's not that I won't help you,
- I just don't hope for you to be used by others. Lu Feng- - Yao Hui,
I know you're really good to me.
But it's impossible for me to explain a lot of things.
I only hope that you could see me as your friend
and don't ask anything else. If you're willing to help me,
I will be very grateful to you.
Fine. I won't ask.
Whether it is because of Lu Feng, I won't ask either.
Because I hope if you did this, Lu Feng would be touched,
that he could feel your sincerity and treat you well in the future.
If that could happen, I'm willing to sacrifice everything.
Yao Hui, thank you.
But you're so good to me, I really have no way to repay you.
Le Mei,
I only have one request of you.
Please seriously reconsider Lu Feng and your marriage.
Yao Hui, I hope you could understand my difficulties.
Don't be like my Dad and my Brother, interfering with my marriage.
I won't interfere. I only want you to know I will wait for you,
even if you won't ever turn back, Le Mei,
I will be here. If you think of me, I will never let you be unable to find me.
Yao Hui.
Who are you?
Le Mei.
Le Mei,
if you stay with Lu Feng, you won't find happiness.
Only I...
Only I can give you happiness.
You're insane! You drunk!
Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you.
I only blame myself.
Why do I have to be part of the Chu family?
Please don't let go of your hand.
I know...I know I'm not in your heart.
But since you gave me your school card,
I will never forget you.
I can't ever forgive you in this lifetime.
Do you really love that girl?
Hello? Hello?
- Come. - Le Mei...
Chu Yao Hui?
Hello? Why are you shouting?
Don't ask me who I am, alright?
I don't know whether the man beside me is your boss.
He has no way of picking up your call right now.
You better come quickly, I was about to report him for barging into my room.
He spoke a bunch of nonsense.
My room number is 8606.
You better not make me wait too long.
Boss! Boss!
Boss! Boss! Boss! You-you-!
I'm sorry, I'll apologise to you for my Boss.
He's normally not like this.
Are you complaining this doesn't happen enough?
He's sleeping on the sofa, how do you expect me to sleep tonight?
Then I'll get him out immediately.
Also, all of the bill accumulated during your stay in this room will on us.
Alright? Alright? Thank you.
Boss, come. Boss. Come back with me.
Come back. Let's go back.
Has your Boss lost his love?
- He seems to be in an especially bad mood. - He...
Excuse me. Sorry.
Come, careful.
Tian Xin? Tian Xin.
Hello, you are...?
- I am... - What are you doing?
Tian Xin, don't worry. I don't have any bad intentions.
I only wanted to let you see a photo. Look.
This...isn't this my mother?
This should be a picture of when she was young. Why do you have it?
Because I am your father.
What nonsense are you spewing, mister?
Tian Xin, look. Look.
This is you when you were young, how cute.
I am really a fool. You were so young back then, how would you remember?
But I am telling the truth.
I really am your father. Otherwise, how do you think I would have this photo?
Mister, you've got the wrong person.
My father's name is Chu. My name is Chu Tian Xin.
I don't know where you got this photo.
But I believe I am not related to you. I hope you won't randomly call people your daughter.
Tian Xin! Tian Xin!
In the beginning, it was my bad for leaving you two, mother and daughter.
Your mother...I think she must have wanted to give you an official name,
that's why she would marry Chu Zhen Hua against her will.
Mister, you're too ridiculous. I don't know what you're saying.
I hope you won't bother me anymore.
Tian Xin!
I'm sorry. I was too discourteous last night.
So I especially asked my assistant to ask you to come, so I could apologise to you personally.
It was indeed a bit discourteous. But I won't mind it.
Anybody has their moments when they're in a bad mood.
It's normal for people to use wine when they're in a bad mood.
You're the Chairman of the American Louis Corporation in the Asia area?
Looks like I told you everything yesterday.
You didn't tell me everything. I just saw that you were drunk,
so I wanted to see if there was any identification items on you.
Then I found your business card.
Oh, so that's how it was.
I came back this time to represent the company
and find a new investment target.
How coincidental! My father is too.
I'll introduce you two when there's a chance.
Sure, no problem.
Theirs dishes aren't bad, try it out.
That's right, I still don't know your name.
- My name Qiao An. - Qiao An.
Good name. Here.
Mum!
Mum.
Tian Xin, what's wrong?
Mum, I met someone just then, he kept saying he was my father.
Did he do anything to you?
No. Mum, he has a photo of you.
What photo?
That photo should have been taken when you were young.
You were holding a baby and took it with a man.
That man said the baby was me.
Zhou Yang didn't listen to my advise and really came to find Tian Xin.
Tian Xin is obviously not his daughter.
I need to think of a solution to stop him.
Otherwise, if what happened in the past gets exposed,
the truth of Qiu Yan being his daughter will be unable to hide.
Then everything would have been for nothing.
Mum, what are you thinking about?
Am I really not my father's daughter?
Silly child, of course you're the daughter of the Chu family.
Then what about that photo?
What photo? I never carried you
and took a photo with another man, except your father.
Moreover, a lot of people look similar,
that person must have been mistaken.
You're really not hiding anything from me?
Child, don't overthink. I'm not.
You heard it yourself? You're not lying to me?
Of course it's true.
If it weren't an emergency, why would I rush to come tell you?
I'm not criticising you, Zhen Hua,
you've really messed up this one time despite being smart.
You've fed somebody else's wife and daughter and for so many years too.
This is really too much of a loss.
I don't believe it! I don't believe Li Na would do something like that!
Have you never heard that women hides her true evil nature deep inside?
Yes, Xia Li Na looks gentle and weak on the surface.
But when those women become brutal, they can do anything.
She would marry you
is only to find a father for the child in her belly.
You've been operating in the market for so many years,
but you've been feeding somebody else's wife for twenty odd years.
I'm now telling you the truth, you still don't believe me?
Do you really want to continue getting deceived by Xia Li Na,
continue being a ATM for your illegitimate daughter?
Shut up! Shut up!
Tian Xin is my darling daughter! It's impossible for her to be somebody else's daughter!
If you keep making rumours, be mindful I might rip your mouth apart!
Fine! A good person doesn't get her good payback.
Up to you whether you believe it or not. If you think it's good to be deceived, then continue!
You-!
Boss, I just got news that Zhou Yang is back.
Zhou Yang has come back to the country?
Yes.
Does anybody know where he is?
No, I asked them to continue investigating.
If they get any news, they will contact us immediately.
Zhou Yang,
as long as you're still alive, I will definitely be able to find you.
I see a great amount of change in the country when came back this time.
Yeah. During the time I wasn't here, you must have been busy.
Look, with you're here, of course I would be rest assured.
But, I have something I would want to ask of you.
I came back this time to invest a huge amount. About that...
Yao Hui, please come in.
I'll leave it to you.
- He's on the phone. - Okay.
Daddy, let me introduce you.
This is Chu Yao Hui. Yao Hui, this is my daddy.
Hello, Uncle. I'm Chu Yao Hui, Qiao An's friend.
You're Chu Yao Hui? Look,
what a talented young man. Take a seat.
Take a seat.
Yao Hui, my Daddy came back to the country to invest,
so he wanted to ask advice from you, an American investment genius.
You've over-complimented. Then, what is Uncle's estimated amount?
I'm prepared to transfer 100 million USD from Da Yang Corporation to invest.
Are you talking about England's Da Yang Corporation?
I didn't think you would know so much.
I've heard about Uncle's Da Yang Corporation's rise and domination in America.
I've also heard you're a rare talent in Wall Street.
I wanted to ask you, did you also come back to invest this time?
I came back to find an investment target in representation of my company's headquarters.
Look, our goal is the same.
Actually, I came back this time, I also had something private to do.
Could I frankly ask you, what kind of private matter it is?
I...
came back to visit my mother as well.
How coincidental, I came back this time
to visit my daughter as well.
Daddy, I didn't think you two are like old friends in the first meeting,
like good friends who haven't seen each other for years.
Look at you.
Aren't your friends dad's friends too?
Look at us, we only regret not meeting earlier.
- Let's have a good chat. - Sure.
Hao Tian!
I know I shouldn't come to you for everything,
but I really don't know who to tell this to.
What's wrong? Why are your eyes so red?
What happened? Tell me.
If I say this, you wouldn't believe it either, right?
Just tell me. What happened? Don't make me worry.
Today, a man came to me today with a photo he took with my Mum.
He said he was my real biological father.
What did you say?
Tian Xin, this isn't a small issue. Did you ask your mother?
I asked, she denied it, of course.
But when I mentioned this, she became especially worried.
She started to stutter with her words.
I think she must be hiding something from me.
Tian Xin, don't rush yet.
Did the person make a mistake because you look too similar with the person he was looking for?
Or maybe there was a misunderstanding within.
Of course I would hope this was all a misunderstanding.
Tian Xin, you must be calm for this.
Tian Xin!
- Sister. - Tian Xin.
Why did you run out? You didn't bring your phone either.
Do you know mum was very worried about you?
Sister, Sister. Tian Xin just said,
a man named her as his daughter today, while holding a picture you took with him.
What's happening?
Don't listen to other people's nonsense. I only know,
you and Tian Xin are the most important people in my life.
All other things are rumours, don't be doubtful.
- But- - Mum,
I'm not a little kid anymore,
I have the rights to know my birth.
I'm begging you to tell me the truth, please?
Am I really my father's child?
Tian Xin.
Tian Xin,
of course you are. You're the darling of mum and dad.
Really?
- Tian Xin. - Brother-in-law. - Zhen Hua.
Dad.
Xia Li Na, tell me honestly,
is Tian Xin my daughter?
What are you talking about?
Of course Tian Xin is your daughter.
- You still want to lie to me?! - Dad! Dad! - Brother-in-law!
- Don't hit Mum again! - Don't call me dad!
You illegitimate daughter, don't call me dad, I am not your dad!
Listen to me, you two women. From today on,
don't appear in front of me again!
My Chu family doesn't have such shameless women!
Dad!
Mum. Mum.
Mum.
Zhen Hua, so you were in the office. I was full of worry.
You've been deceived for so many years,
I was afraid you would think pessimistically. I...
You-what nonsense are you speaking?
What nonsense am I speaking?
Xia Li Na was usually so serious and so virtuous,
who knew she would do something like this? To have you raise somebody else's daughter,
you raised for her for twenty years. I really didn't think it would happen.
You-have you finished speaking?!
To have done something so shameless,
yet she was still so shameless in discriminating me and my child.
She's so guiltless. Zhen Hua,
only I love you the most.
The child I have in my belly is your legitimate son.
If you don't believe me, when the child is born,
I will bring him for a DNA test.
Enough! This is the office!
Is the office suitable for discussing these issues?!
The moment I open my eyes, I get bombarded with Tian Cheng Corporation's issues.
I am stressed about money, money, money everyday. Why are you bringing this up now?!
Godfather, don't be so mad. I've already send somebody to the bank.
There should be some funds coming in soon.
Right now, those funds make me the temporary god of wealth.
Incoming from the left hand and out it goes from my right.
Isn't it a special situation right now?
But don't worry, with our people network and resources,
we must be able to raise again soon.
Alright, alright. You-you, get out.
Yes.
- Zhen Hua- - You get out too.
How baffling in the early morning.
How was it? Did he agree to come?
Against these kind of fools, it is like bullfighting.
Shake out a red cloth in front of his eyes,
he will definitely be unable to keep still and run around us.
Mr Lu, you've come rather quickly.
♫Once cried and once hated. ♫
♫Shrinking in the cold wind ♫
♫Once cried and once hated ♫
♫Oh, the tears are swallowed by the rain drops♫
♫ I really don't want you to cry. ♫
♫We've had too many misunderstandings. ♫
♫I watch your face. ♫
♫It's stubborn yet beautifully heartbreaking.♫
♫ I can't face it. ♫
♫So I act like it doesn't matter. ♫
♫But that has made you cry. ♫
♫There is no chance for me to explain ♫
♫The troubles in my heart, ♫
♫and the self-deprecating blame.♫
♫Love will make people break each other's hearts. ♫
♫Why is it that only after breaking up, ♫
♫ do I feel the pain in my heart? ♫
♫These tears endlessly wet your face. ♫
♫ I force myself to say goodbye. ♫
♫ But when the words are on the tip of my tongue, it makes you cry, ♫
♫like your heart has been slowly ripped apart.♫
♫ Why is it that only after leaving you, ♫
♫do I want to return to the past? ♫
♫But love is already too far away from me. ♫
♫I'll just accept all of this. ♫
♫I force myself to say goodbye,but it makes you cry once again,♫
♫like your heart has been slowly ripped apart. ♫
♫I am in debt to you. ♫